tripping | Mai Thảo

mưa Sydney, tôi chụp một ngày lang thang. Nguyễn Thị Phương Trâm

A poem in Vietnamese by Mai Thảo
Translator: Nguyễn Thị Phương Trâm

slowly clearer is the end through the mist
clearer is the point of death
when it’s no longer clear under a car
the attraction of those under our feet

chuyến

Đểm cuối đường sương, điểm hiện dần
Hiện cùng điểm mất ở vong thân
Đáy xe, từ điểm vô hình tướng
Chết rũ theo người ở dưới chân


Mai Thảo [1927-1998] real name is Nguyen Dang Quy, another pen name: Nguyen Dang, he was born on June 8, 1927 in Con market, Quan Phuong Ha commune, Hai Hau district, Nam Dinh province (originally from Tho Khoi village, Gia Lam district, Bac Ninh province, the same hometown and related to the painter Le Thi Luu), his father was a merchant and wealthy landowner. Mai Thao absorbed his mother’s love of literature from Bac Ninh. As a child, he studied at a village school, went to Nam Dinh high school and then Hanoi (studied at Do Huu Vi school, later Chu Van An). In 1945, he followed the school to Hung Yen. When the war broke out in 1946, the family evacuated from Hanoi to Con market, in the “House of the Salt Water Region”, from then on Mai Thao left home to Thanh Hoa to join the resistance, wrote for newspapers, participated in art troupes traveling everywhere from Lien Khu Ba, Lien Khu Tu to the Viet Bac resistance zone. This period left a deep mark on his literature. In 1951, Mai Thao abandoned the resistance and went into the city to do business. In 1954, he migrated to the South. He wrote short stories for the newspapers Dan Chu, Lua Viet, and Nguoi Viet. He was the editor-in-chief of the newspapers Sang Tao (1956), Nghe Thuat (1965), and from 1974, he oversaw the Van newspaper. He participated in the literature and art programs of radio stations in Saigon from 1960 to 1975. On December 4, 1977, Mai Thao crossed the sea. After 7 days and nights at sea, the boat arrived at Pulau Besar, Malaysia. In early 1978, he was sponsored by his brother to go to the United States. Shortly after, he collaborated with Thanh Nam’s Dat Moi newspaper and several other overseas newspapers. In July 1982, he republished the Van magazine, and was editor-in-chief until 1996, when due to health problems, he handed it over to Nguyen Xuan Hoang; Two years later he died in Santa Ana, California on January 10, 1998.

Nguyễn Thị Phương Trâm, the blogger, poet, and translator, was born in 1971 in Phu Nhuan, Saigon, Vietnam. The pharmacist currently lives and works in Western Sydney, Australia.

waiting for a friend | Mai Thảo

Trâm's sketch of Mai Thảo

A poem in Vietnamese by Mai Thảo
Translator: Nguyễn Thị Phương Trâm

I know the road is long and it’s late
I left the door open and the stair lights on
You’re here now and I can’t remember whence you came
in the sightless sleep came the steady raindrops

đợi bạn

Nửa khuya đợi bạn từ xa tới
Cửa mở cầu thang để sáng đèn
Bạn tới lúc nào không biết nữa
Mưa thả đều trên giấc ngủ đen


Mai Thảo [1927-1998] real name is Nguyen Dang Quy, another pen name: Nguyen Dang, he was born on June 8, 1927 in Con market, Quan Phuong Ha commune, Hai Hau district, Nam Dinh province (originally from Tho Khoi village, Gia Lam district, Bac Ninh province, the same hometown and related to the painter Le Thi Luu), his father was a merchant and wealthy landowner. Mai Thao absorbed his mother’s love of literature from Bac Ninh. As a child, he studied at a village school, went to Nam Dinh high school and then Hanoi (studied at Do Huu Vi school, later Chu Van An). In 1945, he followed the school to Hung Yen. When the war broke out in 1946, the family evacuated from Hanoi to Con market, in the “House of the Salt Water Region”, from then on Mai Thao left home to Thanh Hoa to join the resistance, wrote for newspapers, participated in art troupes traveling everywhere from Lien Khu Ba, Lien Khu Tu to the Viet Bac resistance zone. This period left a deep mark on his literature. In 1951, Mai Thao abandoned the resistance and went into the city to do business. In 1954, he migrated to the South. He wrote short stories for the newspapers Dan Chu, Lua Viet, and Nguoi Viet. He was the editor-in-chief of the newspapers Sang Tao (1956), Nghe Thuat (1965), and from 1974, he oversaw the Van newspaper. He participated in the literature and art programs of radio stations in Saigon from 1960 to 1975. On December 4, 1977, Mai Thao crossed the sea. After 7 days and nights at sea, the boat arrived at Pulau Besar, Malaysia. In early 1978, he was sponsored by his brother to go to the United States. Shortly after, he collaborated with Thanh Nam’s Dat Moi newspaper and several other overseas newspapers. In July 1982, he republished the Van magazine, and was editor-in-chief until 1996, when due to health problems, he handed it over to Nguyen Xuan Hoang; Two years later he died in Santa Ana, California on January 10, 1998.

Nguyễn Thị Phương Trâm, the blogger, poet, and translator, was born in 1971 in Phu Nhuan, Saigon, Vietnam. The pharmacist currently lives and works in Western Sydney, Australia.

the past | Mai Thảo

A poem by Nguyễn Thị Phương Trâm

A poem in Vietnamese by Mai Thảo
Translator: Nguyễn Thị Phương Trâm

sometimes the ghost, they wake up
like a storm in one’s heart, so it can
sadly relay to the rest of the old ghosts
the coffin is already in the ground

quá khứ

Đôi lúc những hồn ma thức giấc
Làm gió mưa bão táp trong lòng
Ngậm ngùi bảo những hồn ma cũ
Huyệt đã chôn rồi lấp đã xong


Mai Thảo [1927-1998] real name is Nguyen Dang Quy, another pen name: Nguyen Dang, he was born on June 8, 1927 in Con market, Quan Phuong Ha commune, Hai Hau district, Nam Dinh province (originally from Tho Khoi village, Gia Lam district, Bac Ninh province, the same hometown and related to the painter Le Thi Luu), his father was a merchant and wealthy landowner. Mai Thao absorbed his mother’s love of literature from Bac Ninh. As a child, he studied at a village school, went to Nam Dinh high school and then Hanoi (studied at Do Huu Vi school, later Chu Van An). In 1945, he followed the school to Hung Yen. When the war broke out in 1946, the family evacuated from Hanoi to Con market, in the “House of the Salt Water Region”, from then on Mai Thao left home to Thanh Hoa to join the resistance, wrote for newspapers, participated in art troupes traveling everywhere from Lien Khu Ba, Lien Khu Tu to the Viet Bac resistance zone. This period left a deep mark on his literature. In 1951, Mai Thao abandoned the resistance and went into the city to do business. In 1954, he migrated to the South. He wrote short stories for the newspapers Dan Chu, Lua Viet, and Nguoi Viet. He was the editor-in-chief of the newspapers Sang Tao (1956), Nghe Thuat (1965), and from 1974, he oversaw the Van newspaper. He participated in the literature and art programs of radio stations in Saigon from 1960 to 1975. On December 4, 1977, Mai Thao crossed the sea. After 7 days and nights at sea, the boat arrived at Pulau Besar, Malaysia. In early 1978, he was sponsored by his brother to go to the United States. Shortly after, he collaborated with Thanh Nam’s Dat Moi newspaper and several other overseas newspapers. In July 1982, he republished the Van magazine, and was editor-in-chief until 1996, when due to health problems, he handed it over to Nguyen Xuan Hoang; Two years later he died in Santa Ana, California on January 10, 1998.

Nguyễn Thị Phương Trâm, the blogger, poet, and translator, was born in 1971 in Phu Nhuan, Saigon, Vietnam. The pharmacist currently lives and works in Western Sydney, Australia.

Can’t sleep | Hồ Chí Minh

Vietnamese flag on flagpole textile cloth fabric waving on the top sunrise mist fog

thơ Hồ Chí Minh
Nguyễn Thị Phương Trâm dịch

2am 4am and it was six
tossing and turning all in the mix
8am 10am in a blink
the soul was engulf in a 5 points yellow star

Thụy bất trước


Nhất canh nhị canh hựu tam canh
Triển chuyển bồi hồi thụy bất thành
Tứ ngũ canh thì tài hợp nhãn
Mộng hồn hoàn nhiễu ngũ tiêm tinh.


Hồ Chí Minh [1890-1969] Bác Hồ, Uncle Ho, the poet was a Vietnamese revolutionary and politician who served as the founder and first president of the Democratic Republic of Vietnam from 1945 until his death in 1969, and as its first prime minister from 1945 to 1955.

Nguyễn Thị Phương Trâm, the blogger, poet, and translator, was born in 1971 in Phu Nhuan, Saigon, Vietnam. The pharmacist currently lives and works in Western Sydney, Australia.

to my nephew and his new wife | Nguyễn Thị Phương Trâm

Nguyễn Thị Phương Trâm, Thảo & Duy

A poem in English by Nguyễn Thị Phương Trâm
Translator: Lê Vĩnh Tài

to my nephew and his new wife
to you dear love and your new life

to the small child heart-shaped smile
chubby cheeks clumsy feet on the tile

to the largeness of what is marriage
may your love be the carriage

to a lifetime of vows
to many many wows

be there a furrowed brow or two
I know you can woo

to this family true
my niece you are too

forgive him his clumsy feet
forgive him his chubby cheeks

a woman in the marriage
sometimes is the carriage

but I promise you
when you are blue
my nephew,
who is very very cool
his love will be true

because our love
your family will
carry you.

Gửi cháu trai yêu thương của dì,
và vợ mới cưới

Dì gửi đến tình yêu và cuộc đời mới của cháu
một nụ cười hình trái tim,
gương mặt cháu bầu bĩnh
đang học cách bước
trên nền gạch còn lạnh.

Dì gửi cháu một cuộc hôn nhân
nơi tình yêu là một cỗ xe lặng thầm,
chở theo cả một đời lời thề,
những lời chúc tụng
như những người ngồi chung một băng ghế,
cả những lúc mệt mỏi
chỉ kịp cau mày
rồi lại thôi.

Dì biết
cháu sẽ yêu thương gia đình này
Cả cháu gái của dì
cũng vậy.

Mọi người sẽ học cách tha thứ
cho những bước chân còn vụng về,
cho đôi má bầu bĩnh của cháu

Người phụ nữ trong hôn nhân
đôi khi là cỗ xe,
đôi khi là con đường
mang theo cháu.

Nhưng dì hứa với cháu
khi cháu buồn,
cháu trai của dì, người rất tuyệt vời,
tình yêu của cháu sẽ đủ chân thành
để không bỏ ai lại phía sau.

Bởi vì tình yêu của chúng ta,
bởi vì gia đình này,
luôn ở đó,
lặng lẽ
nâng đỡ cháu.


Lê Vĩnh Tài, the poet and translator born in 1966 in Buon Ma Thuot, Daklak, Vietnam. The retired doctor is still a resident of the Western Highlands and a businessman in Buon Ma Thuot.

Nguyễn Thị Phương Trâm, the blogger, poet, and translator, was born in 1971 in Phu Nhuan, Saigon, Vietnam. The pharmacist currently lives and works in Western Sydney, Australia.

And this is my soul | Nguyễn Viện

Sông Hương, Huế, Việt Nam Winter 2025. Photography Nguyễn Thị Phương Trâm

A poem in Vietnamese by Nguyễn Viện
Translator: Nguyễn Thị Phương Trâm

A dream is not a dream when I die
ghosts piled on top of each other in a dark corner
ghosts piled on top of me from one life to another
my life repeated time and again day in day out when dreams are no longer dreams
when dreams repeat themselves the way the air repeatedly gets pumped through the narrow airways in my lungs
breaths so old that there is no oxygen left turn dreams into reality

the young woman said, “I loathe you”
hence I must die and in truth I have lived like a corpse
I have lain there for years and dreamed of life
the young woman said, “you will never understand me”
incomprehensible is life and I love her as I love what is incomprehensible
what I tried to reach both inside and outside of me is the incomprehensible

sometimes I think she is like me or belongs to me and she is me
as it turned out when the dreams were extinguished I realized that she is the ghosts that are piling up on top of me and I know I will never have any real dream
and the ghosts, they continue to choke me

Và đây là linh hồn tôi


Một giấc mơ không là một giấc mơ khi tôi nằm xuống
trong góc khuất với những bóng ma chồng chất lên nhau
những bóng ma cũng chồng chất lên tôi như thể chính tôi chồng chất lên tôi từ kiếp này qua kiếp khác
vì thế những giấc mơ không là giấc mơ khi tôi lập lại cuộc đời mình ngày này sang ngày khác một bộ dạng như nhau
cho đến khi cả những giấc mơ cũng lập lại nhau như tôi lập lại hơi thở với một lá phổi hẹp
và những hơi thở cũ đến nỗi không còn dưỡng khí và nó biến những giấc mơ thành hiện thực

cô gái nói, “tôi ghê tởm anh”
do đó tôi phải chết và thật sự thì tôi đã sống như một xác chết
tôi đã nằm ở đó nhiều năm và mơ tưởng sự sống
cô gái nói, “không bao giờ anh hiểu được tôi”
sự sống thì không thể hiểu và tôi yêu cô như yêu cái không hiểu được
cái không hiểu được có thể ở trong tôi hay ngòai tôi nhưng nó chính là cái tôi muốn vươn tới

đôi khi tôi tưởng cô cũng như tôi hay thuộc về tôi và là chính tôi
khi giấc mơ bị dập tắt, tôi nhận ra cô chính là những bóng ma chồng chất lên tôi và tôi biết sẽ không bao giờ tôi có một giấc mơ thật sự
những bóng ma ấy vẫn làm tôi nghẹt thở

18.7.2011


Nguyễn Viện, born Nguyễn Văn Viện, on February 1, 1949 in Dong Xa, Hai Duong, is a journalist and writer, self-published author, on noteworthy subjects like sex and politics, listed by RFA as Resistance Literature. Currently living and writing in Saigon, Vietnam.

Nguyễn Thị Phương Trâm, the blogger, poet, and translator, was born in 1971 in Phu Nhuan, Saigon, Vietnam. The pharmacist currently lives and works in Western Sydney, Australia.

the unique notes on the piano | Hoàng Xuân Sơn

Rơm rạ cuối mùa gặt hái. Photography by Nguyễn Thị Phương Trâm

thơ Hoàng Xuân Sơn
người dịch Nguyễn Thị Phương Trâm

C Ầ m d Ư Ơ n g R I Ê n G


(nghe lại Clayderman)
Vẫn là đêm kéo ngày xô
chúng ta lộ liễu mơ hồ cuộc yêu

tình ta như một cánh diều
không chao cũng lượn không liều cũng bay

vẫn là dông bão heo may
nến thắp trên những đường cày thâm mưa

tình mình gặt hết vụ mùa
nỉ non gốc rạ nâu già cọng rơm

vẫn trường canh một nốt buồn
điệp khúc xanh mộng trùng dương đuối bờ

)(
h o à n g x u â n s ơ n
3:45 AM, 23.8.20

when will it be light
the same long night
possible affection
exposed

flies
like the kite high
rolling in the sky
unexchanged
risks the flight

storms and the thunder strike
that flicker of a candle flame
snuffed by sulking rain

earnest brown hay and straw
our affection harvested
to the very end of the season

a persistent sad note, the chorus
the sea of a new dream
the overwhelming
undefined
landing


Hoàng Xuân Sơn 

A renowned poet, born 1942, writes under various pseudonyms: Hoàng Xuân Sơn, Sử Mặc, Hoàng Hà Tỉnh, Vô Ðịnh… 

Hometown: Vỹ Dạ, Huế.

Lý Thường Kiệt Primary  

Bán Công High School and Quốc Học Huế High School

Bachelor of philosophy, and postgraduate of political science and commerce at The university of Văn Khoa Sài Gòn. 

Worked at the Ministry of Transport and Communication, a branch of the General Department of Postal Service of the Republic of Vietnam.

After 1975 worked in the Postal Office for 7 years. December 1981 settled in Montreal, Canada.

The poet’s career span from 1970 to the present day his work has been published in many literary publications. In vietnam: Văn, Chính Văn, Diễn  Ðàn, Khởi Hành, Nghiên Cứu Văn Học, Ðối Diện, Thân Hữu, Xây Dựng Nông Thôn, Ngưỡng Cửa, Nhà Văn. Outside of Vietnam: Làng Văn, Văn Học, Văn, Thế Kỷ 21, Chủ Ðề,  Sóng, Sóng Văn, Nắng Mới, Saigon Times, Hợp Lưu, Phố Văn,  Gío Văn , Canh Tân, Ði Tới, tạp chí Thơ. 

Collaborating platforms: Litviet (U.S.A), Tienve (Australia), Vanchuongviet… and the translations of his poetry into English by Nguyễn Thị Phương Trâm on SONGNGUTAITRAM.

Published work:

Viễn Phố (thơ, Việt Chiến xb 1988)

Huế Buồn Chi (thơ,93)

Lục Bát (thơ, 2005)

Ref: vanchuongviet.org

Nguyễn Thị Phương Trâm, the blogger, poet, and translator, was born in 1971 in Phu Nhuan, Saigon, Vietnam. The pharmacist currently lives and works in Western Sydney, Australia.

WHERE YOU ARE HOME | Nguyễn Viện

Sông Hương, Huế, Việt Nam Winter 2025. Photography Nguyễn Thị Phương Trâm

A poem in Vietnamese by Nguyễn Viện
Translator: Nguyễn Thị Phương Trâm

the sand is hot
thorns popping out of the ground
all around
your feet
your head buried
in the wind ignored
the demons digging around inside your blood vessels
as the swarm of flies pull you down
an emptiness

precarious by the day
your footing on the sand
hot with a bloodless heart
try to stop yourself from disappearing
between the urges of the soul and blind obsession

where I could never be
your fingers falling apart each time you try to hold onto what is sweet
your heels slipping on the same old thing
where I will never know
where all hope is lost

and then you would ask for help with just
the one question: “How are you?”

NƠI EM VỀ

Cát nóng và gai nhọn mọc quanh bàn chân
Em úp mặt vào gió và mặc cho bọn quỉ bươi móc trong huyết quản
Trong lúc lũ ruồi kéo em xuống
Một khoảng trống
 
Càng lúc càng mong manh
Nhưng làm thế nào để em đứng vững giữa cát nóng với một trái tim khô
Làm thế nào để em đừng tan ra giữa sự thôi thúc của linh hồn và sự ám ảnh mù mịt
 
Nơi anh không thể tới
Những ngón tay em đứt rời khi bám vào sự ngọt ngào
Những ngón chân em trơn trượt trên những cái cũ mèm không thể gỡ bỏ
Nơi anh không biết
Đã mất hút niềm hy vọng
 
Và rồi em cầu cứu
Chỉ với một câu hỏi: “Anh khoẻ không?”
 
5.4.2009


Nguyễn Viện, born Nguyễn Văn Viện, on February 1, 1949 in Dong Xa, Hai Duong, is a journalist and writer, self-published author, on noteworthy subjects like sex and politics, listed by RFA as Resistance Literature. Currently living and writing in Saigon, Vietnam.

Nguyễn Thị Phương Trâm, the blogger, poet, and translator, was born in 1971 in Phu Nhuan, Saigon, Vietnam. The pharmacist currently lives and works in Western Sydney, Australia.